Ninth Avenue

y o u

2011-09-09T21:49:00.006+07:00

Everyone has one- that one guy you just cannot seem to erase no matter how hard you try.

He is the one who inconveniently pops into your mind just moments before you fall asleep,

the name you hope to see appear on your phone, the guy who took an irretrievable piece of you at a time

during your past. He may have been the one who hurt you or maybe you were the one who hurt him.

Regardless of how it worked out, he is the guy you will never forget

and the one you are thinking about while reading this.

Yep...everyone has one. .-by Le Love

and sure for me there's only you boy

my precious 24 months

Blurry Blue

2010-12-04T18:54:00.001+07:00

Chilling with my lovely girl, Ipit Cantik
Waiting for the food to be serve
Just two of us
In the common Saturday Night

Night and day seems so long for me too pass
The spirt of December has gone
I don't understand why
This feeling are realling killing me down

There's always a reason for every problem
Maybe I can forgive, but I will never forget
This time is way too much
Deep down crying inside my heart

Does God has shown me the real you?
5 more days to our 15 month
WHY?
Can someone answer me?

boo!

2010-08-18T22:17:00.005+07:00

hello world ! hello world !

am almost forget that I own a blog, honestly my blog was dead, too peacefully.
anyway, I'm still running my uni life, the third term of the recht faculteit, always miss my girls and never forget to love my bigboy. time keeps tick tack tick tack (fly so fast) maybe 24 hours a day aren't enough for me. teehee !

ciao, xxoo

It's YOURS, young lady

2010-02-25T20:53:00.010+07:00

Hello Deardoo !

How's life?

I'm still leaving on the earth anyway :p

Everyone own the past.

And I do, I have my past and you have yours, haven't you?

Baby, you are not living in your past, you still have a future, very bright future and they are waiting for you. It's not only about love, love isn't sweet as what you want and bitter as what you think, it's sweet when you are falling in love or when you see each other or maybe he just text/call you, and bitter when the love has gone, 'love gone' doesn't mean ending of the world.

Let's just skip it, sigh..

It's February then March,

Wedding March, April Fool, then what?

hahhaha I'm waiting for Holiday so much, :D

will have it tomorrow little long weekend,

i hope you guys enjoy it :)

ciao,

lovesxo

love you mom pops girls and gaga

Frosty

2009-12-25T21:48:00.002+07:00

Hello People
its 25 December 2009 !

but I'm not so into Christmas :/
something happened

Monday come faster, I need to get back into office.
Recently, I enjoyed my working time so much :D

well, Happy Christmas to you all guys.
ciao!

2009-12-06T19:44:00.000+07:00

i will have my first Semester Exam tomorrow
wish me luck everyone

so blue

2009-12-04T19:40:00.000+07:00

I'm not a perfect human, and sometimes I have a broken heart

d e c

2009-11-26T21:39:00.002+07:00

hello peeps, how have you been doing?

December might be coming soon, it's mean Christmas, New Year, and HOLIDAY
New Year comes and hoping it shall give any changes in every way.
No life without pain, before the holiday, the exam is so bothering me :/
Hope that i can get something called a-good-score

Somehow I miss my girl friends but it's hard to meet up because we are not in a same country even island, some of them are schooling abroad, lucky them (:
anyway, lets skip this topic, i don't think it will give any other changes
But I'm happy enough that some of them whom I mean, was schooling abroad will have their December here

ahh, i want a Christmas Warmth badly. As my mom is a Christian, we used to have a Christmas many years ago when i was in primary, Mom will act like a misterious Santa and give us gifts meanwhile we will help Pops build a medium Christmas Tree with never forget to put some cotton as the snow :p our very own Christmas Tree is not as good as one in the departmen store, but I always love it more, even I don't see the value of beauty, but i can see a family through it.

well, it's enough for today post.
see you guys in next post (:
love as always. and a smile before left.
CIAO!

some drops

2009-11-05T19:24:00.002+07:00

weehee !
my blog seems like never get alive
I'm pretty lazy and lil bit busy
hahaha

see you guys whenever I'm way into posting.

ciao ! loves yaa

Humanity

2009-10-14T22:24:00.006+07:00

How do you feel when the truth tried to kill you?
Its make you more human I think

well, Am i supposed to know it? or even should i know?
. . . .

i love you with my life,
i love you with my strength
someday i will lose my life and my strength
Would you be there as you used to be?

Listen to this song lately,

Im not looking for someone to talk to
Ive got my friends, Im more than ok
Ive got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but its not all they say
Still I believe Im missing something real
I need someone who really sees me
Dont wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing youll walk through my door
All I need is to know its for sure
Then Ill give all the love in the world
Ive often wondered if loves an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I cant criticize it - I have no hesitation
My imagination just stole me away
Still I believe
Im missing something real
I need someone who really sees me
Loves for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah Im only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me
And I wont wake up alone anymore
Still believing youll walk through my door
Youll reach for me and Ill know its for sure
Then Ill give all the love in the world

CIAO !
sleep me well
take me to your side
give me the strength that i need
Thanks God
you are my best

IGNORANCE COULD PAY IT

(:

✿ take me away ✿

2009-10-13T21:43:00.005+07:00

♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

❤ Ⓐ Ⓝ Ⓖ Ⓖ Ⓐ ' S ❤

OH ITS Sunday

2009-10-11T16:09:00.004+07:00

ohh it's turning into Sunday again, well well well.
my blog was abandoned for latest months.

what are you doing peeps today?
tell me tell me tell me !

Finally they all gone, Sasa Sylle Fennieh Vivi Stella Moncu just left huank, ipit and wiwi here, but on this 15th of November Huank will leave us too):

im going to ask them for our picture that taken before they have flight, then post in here.

and now, I do nothing, I'm just chatting with my boy♥

a lil narcism :p sorries

nine ♡

2009-10-09T23:13:00.001+07:00

Many things were happened in these last few months.
Everything seems to be perfect but its not.
I'm happy whether it's not that perfect like what I have expected.
Happy to be with you and happy being with you.
My little obsession : you know you love me :p
Happy First's dear.
Finger Crossed : God let me have what should I have,
and let me keep loving him for being his little.
♡,angeline xu ; mochi.

21

2009-09-21T18:31:00.006+07:00

Voila !

In these lately days, I used to spend it with them, fellows i mean, and my one♥.
Time flies so fast, Stella will has her last weekend and so do Moncu.
Well, i should admit i hate goodbyes.

♥♥

21 of September 2009
Do you guys know what day is today ?
Today is my girl's special day, Sylvia Ganda
well she is officially 18 years old girl, and homestay is an unnecessary thing again.
Let's greet her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY and make a wish make a wish ...
a simple tune for you : Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday, happy birthday, Happy Birthday my girl..
(: have a great one dear. MYSM here.

(:

2009-09-09T21:43:00.002+07:00

.090909.
09:09

a love ticket for you, ♥
i do

2009-09-01T18:54:00.003+07:00

HELLO !

WELLCOME SEPTEMBER (:
ps : i am a tulip lover

YOU, my dear.

2009-08-27T18:39:00.001+07:00

I love you.
Should I mention your name here?

Angga Kim Prapta,
I'm deeply fall for you.
I just want you to understand what I want.
Please..

I'm sorry ):

Jupiter turn Saturn

2009-08-22T16:50:00.002+07:00

LIFE is choice.
i have made up mine,
how about yours people?
ah, my saturday night with the girls was cancelled ):
so here am i, sitting down, texting, listenning to the radio.
aihh lame lame lame.

dudum. imissyoumydear
ps : bagi org yg merasa jangan senyum" pas baca yahh.

ahh long hair has her own story

..

2009-08-21T19:41:00.001+07:00

My love,
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's bright

My first love,
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And I
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do...

And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

Forever
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And love
Oh, love
I'll be a fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh, you know I don't mind

'Cause you,
You mean the world to me
Oh
I know
I know
I've found in you
My endless love

Oooh, and love
Oh, love
I'll be that fool
For you,
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
Oh you know-
I don't mind

And, YES
You'll be the only one
'Cause NO one can deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love
My love, my love
My endless love

i lost my path
can i keep loving him?
God, show me ur best way..

2009-08-20T18:18:00.002+07:00

i hope, i dont take a wrong choice, ♥

i miss my long hair huhu

the seventeenth

2009-08-17T10:06:00.006+07:00

17 AGUSTUS 2009 = 64 Years of Indonesia

HAPPY INDONESIA !

well well well,
I should admit I'm so HAPPY, too happy maybe.

(: lovecoaster :)

ohh, ospek telah selesai 2 hari yg lalu, tepatnya hari Sabtu kemaren.
aku mengaku : OSPEK ITU ASEK ! nyesel deh bagi yg ga ikutan, seru banget.
di kerjain habis"an, lucu"an, seniornya jahil banget, asli. HAHA kocak abis deh.

acara penutupan ospek,
di lapangan parkir Fakultas Hukum USU

well.
im still happy
morethanwords
i cant tell
love ur smell badly, ♥

ospek

2009-08-14T21:51:00.004+07:00

ahaha, tak terasa ospek tinggal sehari doank ):
but i dont wanna let it over
i enjoy enjoy enjoy it so much,
OSPEK PATEN !
you guys better dont miss it !

♥ : miss you sayaang.
get well soon (: dont sebelsebel again.
hihi

the journey of an universe

2009-08-12T20:41:00.004+07:00

nyumnyumm peepoo?

BESOK OSPEK
DOAIN AKU YA sayaangg ! (:

rambut kucir sepuluh topi petani kaoskaki merah kuning dasi kupukupu.

well, hahha :D ENJOY ENJOY!handmade dasi kupukupu

CIUM CIUM
MUACH

.

2009-08-11T20:44:00.001+07:00

I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone
just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
when you hold your love
don’t ever let it go
or you will loose your chance
to make your dreams come true...
I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone
just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
when you hold your love
don’t ever let it go
or you will loose your chance
to make your dreams come true...
And I never thought that I’m so strong
I stuck on you and wait so long
but when love comes it can’t be wrong
Don’t ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way....
When you love someone
just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
when you hold your love
don’t ever let it go
or you will loose your chance
to make your dreams come true

i just find out
we both are and the same condition
me and Steldot
falling for this song
(:

my half way path ♥

2009-08-09T00:55:00.003+07:00

an uncertain path

half way to go
look back for the past
and check out the truth
should i?

whatsover
i hope
for

the sunshine after rain

another new love story

2009-08-07T21:34:00.005+07:00

first, i wanna share a rainbow with you ♥

the moon

2009-08-06T11:56:00.001+07:00

am I really ready to move on?

You will always be my sweetest shadow (:
Do let you go is the best way for me ?

Yesterday the moon look so beautiful
Ahh, can someone just take me for the moon tour?
*wondering*

yummyyummy.
sigh, gain weight again )):
gogogo you my fats. HUH

I found out poem that I made last year :

Yesterday

Everytime I talk about yesterday
Everyday I share about yesterday
Yesterday, yesterday and yesterday
Why always yesterday?
Because yesterday was an amazing day
Yesterday filled my diaries
Story about yesterday added my new history
Yesterday fulled my mind and my soul
Always yesterday, why?
Because there's only one yesterday for each day.

28 July '08
one little yesterday

a thanked.

2009-08-02T23:51:00.000+07:00

blue.

is what I feel tonight
I can't share it here.
Thanks for those who's really care.
Thanks for someone who's ready to listen (:
and for someone who cheer me up and said "I will"
this is the biggest fear of my life,
my first time being scared till I want a real escape.
I cry a lot tonight for my really precious one.
I hope it would never ever happen till my last heartbeat.

hoping for the save night,
let the miracle comes :)
BLESS BLESS BLESS.

dissapointed by the one.
I thought you will be the first like you used to be who ask me.
But you don't even pops out.
nvm, you have ur life too.
Maybe I expect too much.

goodnight.

Maple

2009-08-01T22:17:00.005+07:00

Feng (Maple) by Jay Chou

枫 | Feng | Maple

曲: 周杰倫
Qu: Zhou Jie Lun
Music: Jay Chou

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying
Dark clouds cast a shadow over our hearts

我聆听沉寂已久的心情
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing
I listen intently to the feelings that have long been silenced

清晰透明
qin xi tou ming
Distinct and clear

就像美丽的风景
jiu xiang mei li de feng jing
Just like a beautiful landscape

总在回忆里才看得清
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing
That can only be clearly seen in one’s memories

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
Can a heart that’s been thoroughly wounded continue to love me?

我用力牵起没温度的双手
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
I tried hard to hold your cold hands

过往温柔
guo wang wen rou
The tenderness in the past

已经被时间上锁
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
Is locked in time

只剩挥散不去的难过
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
All that’s left are sadness that cannot be dispersed

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
Longing is like maple leaves, slowly drifting down

我点燃烛光温暖岁末的秋天
wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian
I light a candle to warm this year-end’s autumn

极光掠夺天边
ji guan lue duo tian bian
The aurora steals across the horizon

北风掠过想你的容颜
bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan
The north wind flits across the face that’s thinking of you

我把爱烧成了落叶
wo ba ai shao cheng le luo ye
Ashes from my burning heart falls like leaves

却换不回熟悉的那张脸
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian
But I can never regain (your) familiar face again

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
Longing is like maple leaves, slowly drifting down

为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
Why must I try to recover all before winter arrives?

爱你穿越时间
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
My love for you transcends all time

两行来自秋末的眼泪
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
Two streams of tears that were shed for the autumn’s end

让爱渗透了地面
rang ai shen tou le di mian
Let the love flood through

我要的只是你在我身边
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian
I just want you by my side

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
Can a heart that’s been thoroughly wounded continue to love me?

我用力牵起没温度的双手
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
I tried hard to hold (your) cold hands

过往温柔
guo wang wen rou
The tenderness in the past

已经被时间上锁
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
Is locked in time

只剩挥散不去的难过
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
All that’s left are sadness that cannot be dispersed

在山腰间飘逸的红雨
zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu
The lush mountainside forest

随著北风凋零
sui zhe bei feng diao ling
Withers in the North Wind

我轻轻摇曳风铃
wo qing qing yao ye feng ling
I sway the windchime gently

想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing
Attempting to awaken this abandoned love

雪花已铺满了地
xue hua yi pu man le di
Snowflakes have already covered the ground

深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing
Fearing that the maple leaves outside the window are already frozen

the song above is one of my favorite of Jay's
and this song i dedicated to you.
you know who you are, feng.

i found this (: Stelldot with me

ahh, i miss Bali

Eiffel , i am in love !

2009-07-31T22:01:00.006+07:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

there is no reason i love you,
as same as i love Eiffel
one day i will reach there
with someone i really love
(:
whomever with me
thanked you God for letting us to know
and to love each other

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

! BONUS !

a date ♥

2009-07-30T23:04:00.003+07:00

voila !

(:
i won't tell much tonight.
it just a date to memorize
30 July 2009, the first.
and then something horrible happened.
am i looked like a fool? ==

well, i have just watched a walk to remember,
its such a touching movie, i knew its an old movie,
but its worth to watch it baby,
ahh i just love how Landon called Jamie, Baby ♥
such a love, always.

its time to sleep,
my train will fetch me soon.
CIAO baby.

am i gonna move on ?
gimme an idea please,
oh God i need your help for give me a better choice.

dudungg.

2009-07-26T09:41:00.000+07:00

1 2 3 then 4 go 5 and 6..
How long will you punish me like that?
BE POSITIVE! :b :b
Are you giving me more times to miss you?
that's what a friend of mine told me.
yeah, I have missed you and always do.

Saturday night with my girls,
I don't know still how many weeks left to share our saturday night together, before three of you go to OZ.
): these girls are rest of my girls that haven't go abroad : steldot, monmon, & huank

ahh, I'm on my half way to my wonderland.
I need to catch my train asap!
They are waiting for me.
Ciaociao!

♡ ♡

2009-07-24T20:52:00.002+07:00

airport soto jambu (: sinting come back to me office
ipit's McD Sun haryypotter Tong's HOME.

i am yours, for as long as you will have me
LOVE LETTER TO JAPAN

♥ a little bite from you have made my day up ♥

ciao people , ♡

a sudden miss♥

2009-07-22T22:33:00.003+07:00

my siao po saaa

the girl upside is my girl, Sandy Amanda.
she is at Singapore right now,
studying at NAFA
take music as her major
i tell you, she is a good one in playing piano
(:
ahh, miss her so much
usually, she used to sit by my side
i don't even know who is she sit with now
i hope whoever sit with her can take care of her
she is my silly girl, afraid of cats, has a SBS syndrome everytime
loveable, music is her life, friendly, left-handed, smile everywhere
she is a mature girl, easily cry, a lil bit slow in talking and action
and a kind of fragile girl, so take care of her guys, whoever with her.
love as always ♥.♥

w o r k (:

2009-07-22T20:28:00.005+07:00

PEEPOO ♥

how's ur day? tell you mine,
Today is my second day working in my auntie's office,
so yesterday might be my first, right?
well, everything always have their own first (:

Yesterday i worked with an old typewriter machine

here i show you guys :p

and today i jump one level up, I use an old Computer, hihi

after work, i have a small farewell party with Boby and guys hit gelato then we go to Pandu, haha they have a rubber stomach i bet (:
HEYS ! and today is 22 of July so it has been two month sharp we known each other.

I'm a bit exhausted and i need 9 to 10 hours sleep everyday so ciao baby (:
Nighty Night.
lovesxo

time flies so fast

2009-07-21T00:01:00.004+07:00

hello peepoo!

(: LOVE!
i am so addicted.
come come to me again.

can't wait for 22 of July
JUNE 2009 is a lovely month
(:
goodnight.

2009-07-18T22:20:00.002+07:00

MUACH! MOAKS! xx
:D

heyya, i miss my girls. ALL, ALL OF THEM
when we were together. laughing all the time.
))): SUPER DUPER SAD
serious, i wanna cry suddenly T_T

im not into blogging mood now,
so seeyousoon.

ciao.

MENUNGGU PAGI♥

2009-07-18T02:42:00.002+07:00

na na, na na na
na na na na na na na
na na, na na na
na na na na na na na..

malam begini, malam tetap begini
entah mengapa pagi engan kembali

i am hearing this song by the speaker,
and the singer wasn't he.

don't you still remember?
this is one of my favorites,
that i asked you to sing for me.
and you sang it directly.
but now, where are you?

try to look desperate?
NOPE. I'm not.
i just can't stand, i miss you.

ITS FRIDAY NIGHT 170709

2009-07-17T21:01:00.002+07:00

I bet you guys know about what has happened today.
Blast! 2 bombs were exploded in Megaton, Jakarta which exactly in J.W Marriott & Ritz Carlton.
DAMN DAMN you bitches eshol! ):
I HATE YOU GUYS WHOEVER DONE THAT
my deepest condolences for the victims ):

Well, I woke up by my sister yelling at me about the issues and I checked my mobile, pops did send me pics about the exploitation. What the hell is it going now?
I really don't understand why they need to do that.
Hey WE WANT TO LIVE IN PEACE NOT REST IN PEACE !

Calm down, calm down.

I meet "Ratu Kejahatan" up alrd, and as usual, very talkative. Haha, never stop complained about her fat, hey girl actually you are not that fat. Calm down. She did visit and accompany me today to take a photo of my license card then I sent her home.

Ahh, pops mom, I love you both damn much.
As only I could tell you directly, but I have no any courage (:
You are really my everything.
I could give my whole heart to both of you.
Thanked God, you still keep them near my side,
I still can touch them, and they still can shout me up.
Whatever you do, I know you guys want the best way for me and my life.

Bankrupt is my condition right now, HUHU
Money money please come to me, and fall for me.
HAHA :D I need to earn money, to make money and then let money chased me. Its my BIG DREAM (:

Anyway, Pit wish you best of luck tomorrow for your placement test, Steldot too. Wish you BIG BIG LUCK! then for someone out there, wish you luck too boy. Even I can't tell you directly (:

PS: MONCU w r u? Still leavin on the earth? HAHA

destiny to be yours forever

2009-07-16T20:19:00.002+07:00

hey peeps!

wassup? (:
I spent my day as a house keeper today.
Clean up my room, its very tiring and confusing.
Too many things i should throw :(

then lalaman came to visit me, hahha
Its been long time we didn't have chit and chat.
She still the same, hahha but a bit talkative.

Then, blog walking.
I found one silly game,
Its funny enough.
You guys should try and post it then
(:

Well, here's mine.

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Tag 5 friends...
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun

SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Hey Stephen - Taylor Swift

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Creep - Radiohead ( wakakakkaka!)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Your body is a wonderland - John Mayer (OOPS!)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Walk this way - Run DMC

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Just Dance - Lady Gaga

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
No woman no cry - bob marley

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Laskar Pelangi - Nidji (heh?)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Sentuh Hatiku - Maria Shandi

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Terlanjur Cinta - Rossa ft Ungu ( LMAO :D)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Teruskanlah - Agnes Monica

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS?
Unchained Melody - Emi Fujita

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
MASIH INGIN BERSAMAMU - Kerispatih ( WAKAKAKAKA LOLLMAO)

DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Que Yang - Rainie Yang

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
If I ain't got you - Alicia Keys (HOHO)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING?
Littlest Things - Lily Allen

WHAT SONG WILL PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
New York Girls - Morning World

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
With You - Chris Brown (HIHI, yeaps its true)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Don't Love You No more - Craig David (HAHA)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Close to You - Carpenter

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
The end of the world - Emi Fujita (HOAAAH?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Sabtu Minggu - Sandy

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Ayat-Ayat Cinta - Rossa (ASDFGHJRTLH!!)

TAG : Stella Lowis, Monica Cuaca, Stella Catherine.
dear, this is must ok? hihi

(: :)

killing my bored

PS: telvon menuju tengah malam MENYESATKAN.
HAHAHA :p

CIAOBELLOS!

PPS: love me till my heart STOPS (:

him

2009-07-16T09:57:00.001+07:00

Well, MORNING guys! (:

2 days ago, I dream about him
yesterday, I dream about him
Will tomorrow I dream about him again?
..well, yes him again

I have missed you
And I hope to get back to you soon.

09,14JUNE + 03,07JULY = HATE YOU.

2009-07-14T20:46:00.004+07:00

DATE : 14 JUNE 09

Saat itu, aku dan Stella sedang berada di pulau dewata, Bali.
Yah, mari kita mengulang kembali apa yg terjadi pada hari itu. (:

08:XX WITA
Saat itu kita berdua tengah tertidur dengan sangat lelap, sampai alarm pun tak mempan membangunkan kita. Padahal jam janjian sm Felix hampir tiba HUAHAHAHA tapi masi sempet massage 10 minute and have a hurry breakfast. hihi

inet lemot, ak jadi males dehh. lanjut besok" aja ah, sorry steldot.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------

anyway!

I MISS SANDY AMANDA
I MISS SYLVIA GANDA
I MISS FRISKA RUSLIM
I MISS STELLA LOWIS
I MISS FENNY WIJAYA ANG
I MISS MONICA CUACA
I MISS INDRIANI CENIAGO

conclusion:
i miss my girls.

ANGEL's

2009-07-13T22:39:00.003+07:00

VOILA!
Having so much fun with huank today. Huank gilak! ketawa" mulu kmi, dr airport nganter fennysayang yg ke KL huhuh, i'll miss you probably honey! Trus temenin huank having ielts speaking test then hit Cha Shio Pui @katamso having lunch there. Pengen ntn Punk JatuhCinta, tp kok males ya huank, akhirnya ke Sun deh (: aww! huank patah hati, I juga patah hati. Nasebnaseb! Kmi berdua membuat kutukan, dan kutukan ku buat huank MANJUR CUYY! Kapan ak pny manjur huank? Kl enga, AWAS LO!

ANGEL, FENNY SAYANG

me+chop+huank

angel, lovely huank

HIHIHIHIHIHI!

hihi, chatting sama Monsieur always make me feel so much better, lucu sih orgnya HAHA so don't ask me why ak suka panggil" dia.

"aku lagi main facebook
terus aku lagi chatting sama angeline
yang lagi kena penyakit rindu satu hari 3 malam terus
aku lagi denger lagu lidi gaga - poker face
uda detil keknya
terus barusan ada kawana aku pm dari facebok wkwkwk".

OOPS! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

In case, ak emg lagi terserang penyakit rindu :)
rindu kawan",sekolah,keramaian,dan si sinting.
*slowly but sure, then killing me softly*
I'm going to buy the secret book tomorrow! :p :p
CIAOBELLO!

the midnight fear

2009-07-13T01:55:00.003+07:00

(: !

For few days ago, I was really sick, till the doctor verdict me with a suggery, but not a big surgery. I'm okay now, healthy again, this sick make me gain weight. UUH! too bad for girl if it is about weight. Am I right girl? I have my hair cut 30 cm maybe, as usual I hope the bad luck of mine will go far far awayy. Welcome the best luck for me (: YES!

TILL

Then this morning I go to EI school, meeting up the so many new friends, they all are belong to the same university, NSU. Well, I think it will be so bored, but its totally fun! All my seniors are so friendly, you can feel the warm they give there (:

the last, fly me to heaven love.
sleep me well, and sing me your song again.
I'm so into it love. missmissthemidnightcaller&themidnightcalledtoo.
Its been a week since the last time we talked.
I just want to be okay love with or without you.
really I do.

love ain"t enough

2009-07-06T23:18:00.000+07:00

Dihadapan orang yang kau cintai,
musim dingin berubah menjadi musim semi yang indah.
Dihadapan orang yang kau sukai,
musim dingin tetap saja musim dingin hanya suasananya lebih indah sedikit.

Dihadapan orang yang kau cintai,
jantung tiba-tiba berdebar lebih cepat
Dihadapan orang yang kau sukai,
kau hanya merasa senang dan gembira saja

Apabila engkau melihat kepada mata orang yang kau cintai, matamu berkaca-kaca
Apabila engkau melihat kepada mata orang yang kau sukai, engkau hanya tersenyum saja

Dihadapan orang yang kau cintai,
kata-kata yang keluar berasal dari perasaan yang terdalam
Dihadapan orang yang kau sukai,
kata-kata yang keluar hanya dari pikiran saja

Jika orang yang kau cintai menangis,
engkaupun akan ikut menangis di sisinya
Jika orang yang kau sukai menangis,
engkau hanya menghiburnya saja

Perasaan cinta itu mulai dari mata, sedangkan rasa suka dimulai dari telinga
Jadi jika kau mau berhenti menyukai seseorang
cukup dengan menutup telinga

Tapi apabila kau mencoba menutup matamu dari orang yang kau cintai, cinta itu berubah menjadi tetesan air mata dan terus tinggal di hatimu dalam jarak waktu yang cukup lama

Tetapi selain rasa suka dan cinta,
Ada perasaan yang lebih mendalam
Yaitu rasa sayang,
rasa yang tidak hilang secepat rasa cinta
rasa yang tidak mudah berubah

Perasaan yang membuatmu rela berkorban untuk orang yang kamu sayangi, mau menderita demi kebahagiaan orang yang kamu sayangi

Cinta ingin memiliki Tetapi sayang hanya ingin melihat orang yang di sayanginya bahagia
walaupun harus kehilangan

Terkadang cinta tidak butuh alasan
Tapi mencintaimu membutuhkan ketegaran
Aku hanya ingin bisa menyayangimu dgn tulus
Aku hanya ingin bisa membuatmu nyaman kala kau berada di sisiku
Aku hanya ingin menjadi bagian hidupmu baik di kala susah maupun senang
Aku hanya ingin terus mendampingimu

Aku sadar aku bukan lah org yang sempurna
Tapi berikan aku kesempatan untuk bisa membuktikan aku pantas berada di sisimu.
:)

could you?

2009-07-06T22:11:00.000+07:00

haiaa. ».«
harus diakui ak seorg yg amat plinplan.
bagaimanapun hati tak bs bohong.

Yaa, akhirnya sylle uda ke singapore then she will be leaving soon on 8 July, well kamu ga contreng ya sayangg! Ahhha! Sasa too.
Heyheyy you guys, NO GOLPUT ! GOGOGO!

dringdringg! Alarm berbunyi, tp tangan otomatis meraba dmn alat komunikasi itu berada dan dismiss.
Alhasil telat deh bangunnya, tp utg ada Huank yg telv bangunin. then qta ke Bandara, hukshiks T__T mengantar sylle ku tercinta. Sayang, km disana baik" yah,ga bole bandell. Sedih nih, ga ada tmn yg puitis lgi, biasanya tuh ya, dia pny perasaan yg aga lebay gitu deh. Iya ga sih pitt? HAHA

Ada yg merasa gah sih, blkgan ini kok terasa sepi banget yah? Ak uda pengen cepet" kuliah, uda pgn ngampus :( ga tahan dgn situasi yg kek gini.
Ga jelas banget. Blm ntar Moncu + Steldot ke syd, Huank ke melb, Chop ke KL, Vi ke Sing. Tinggal ak ma ipit berdua di kota :((( SEDIH total. Dan belakangan ini ak tibatiba cengeng abis. Kok asik nangis mulu yah? Sikit" nangis. Ahh Sasa bejat, Uda nularin penyakit gampang nangisnya ke ak. HUH!

Rajin blogging lantaran ga tau mau ngmg ma syp, drpd ngmg" sendiri, bgusan deh numpahin isi hati disini. Btul ga sih? haha

sinting bodoh.
pendek jelek.
aneh gila.
lebai racun.
lebay XXXX(lupa).
ikut2an aja lu.weq.
then kringkringg. :)

the road i should choose

2009-07-06T00:59:00.003+07:00

I got my answer tonight, If he belongs to me then he will be mine.
Just lets the time answer me.
Hal yg bila dipaksakan tak mungkin akan indah nantinya.

HEAVEN KNOWS.

♥THEONE

E F F O R T

2009-07-05T20:58:00.000+07:00

heyya! BOOWW! ISMYSM.

: ♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥ :

yuep, sasa has gone, she is @singapore right now.
I don't know what she is doing. She hasn't contact me yet. But, best of luck to her (: be mature girl. You DID it.

Tomorrow, sylle will go to Singapore for transit about 2 night there then 8 July, she will have a midnight flight to Sydney, well you have to really take care of yourself, no us there, we can't help you anymore, ya we only can help you by the cyber world. But howcome ? Too bad!

Dearest MonicaCuaca : Happy Holiday peeps! She have a cruising trip for her holiday, ohh-so-nice!

and and and, here! I am here all alone, in my room.
I just watched He is just not that into you. I got something important there. Well, should I believe?

mm, GOD let me have a save night & beautiful dream tonight. I am still waiting for the uncertainty.
»Penyesalan selalu datang terlambat«
Am I right?

CIAO!

: ♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥ :

follow me up on TWITTER @angelinexu
thankyou (:

IMYSM !

2009-07-05T01:12:00.000+07:00

wowowoo..
am I out?

pagipagi ku bangun tidur = X salah besar.
siangsiang ku bangun tidur = V yep!
hehe, ak bangun jam 1 siang, pdhl kmrn jem 10 an uda tumbang, wahh lebih dr 12 jam? beneran cape, buat bbrp malem yg kurang tidur bnget. Eh, malah gantian skrg ga bisa tidur lagi.

stlh itu, buat farewell party kecil"an buat sasa ku, sblm dia ke sing, ngunjungi rumahku dulu donk, ya meskipun cm bbrp jam uda OKlah buat sasa yg superduper sibuk. Hihi
Perut mulesmules akibat ayempenyet JokoSolo yg belakangan ini jd tpt incaran. hihi

Hari hari kembali normal, tak ada tanda tanda *hati-berbunga-bunga* dan tidur mgkn akan kembali stabil. Tak ada yg bs membuat ku kesetrum-tibatiba-berenergi lagi :( well, is it really over and I'm really out? answer me answer me and call me again.

Sasa will be leaving soon, sylle too.
Both of them will leave me :( they are my top two lil ones.
Seriously, I want to cry all along night.
Dears, I will miss you miss you miss you and miss you like hell.
I will miss when you are at my house, gossiping all night, skipping the afternoon class, lunch together, laugh like crazy everytime, everywhere, walking home together, take a nap in my room, sharing our secrets, sleepover, baking, swimming,thelembupower, thecow'shairdo, everything we had ever have, and obviously your hug, warm that you give, money to share, everything everything everything between us.
Love ya always.

We just finished the conference call, and usually he used to call me at these times.
But now? Where are you baby? What did you do along day? Usually, we share about our day.
And he is kinda like to tease me. Oops, iep. IMUSM!

Well, this is the second night, hope that there is no more the third night.
Amen. Ciao! Nightynight.

for someone out there, utk seseorg diluar sana..

2009-07-03T01:46:00.000+07:00

You ask me to stop finding you.
But you know I can't.
Yaa, I always give in before I try.
But this time,
I won't try because you have ruined my heart up.
You make me fall for you, and I am absolutely in, into you, love.

The more you ask me to stop, the more I would never leave.
I hate my first, but I love my last.
I wonder if only you will be my last?

translated :

Km menyuruhku utk berhenti mencarimu.
Tp km tau ak tak sanggup.
Yaa, ak selalu menyerah sebelum mecoba
Tapi kali ini,
aku takkan mencobanya, ..

b a c k

2009-06-27T17:33:00.000+07:00

29 May 2009 was my last post date, w-o-w
There are sooooo maaaanyyyy stories to share.
I promise myself, I will repair my blog soon.
Yaa, my blog is obviously DEAD.
HAHA
Having holiday with my family is a tradion every year.
We do have a short trip to Tuk tuk this time.

wuaa, mom is yelling meeeee
Ciao, seeyou soon.

* actually I hope for you.

blogging siang.

2009-05-23T13:11:00.000+07:00

HELLO !
Yah, suda lama jg ga posting, inet lg ga bisa jalan sih, jdnya nih posting lewat mobile.
Siang gini ak masi les, blogging di tengah org" lagi mkan, lagu dr speaker kelas. Masing" pny kesibukan tersendiri dari yg makan, komikan, bljr sampe yg berce" jg adaa. Cuman ak kali ya yg blogging.
Les ke 2 ini les bahasa inggris, meskipun kadang pelajarannya ngebosenin, tapi bole lah. jadi nya kenel banyak anak skola lain. Ya rata" anak" smua pada ramah. cuman kenapa ya ak kok masih makan sendiri duduk sendiri. Hahha ga penting lahh. Yg penting ak sor.
Eheh, tentornya uda masuk. Stop! Hehe seeyouu.

Btw, telpon tenga malem mengasikan.
:p

Sharing some minds of mine .

2009-05-13T04:53:00.000+07:00

I am having my never last long hols, the farewell Brastagi Trip was so tiring yet fun.
And also I am having my super long tuition to pass the UMB, wishmeluck. (:
Bali? Huh, because of these tuition, I must cancel my flight with the girls.
)): T_______T. Y.Y

Anw, I viewed someone in our past blog just now.
Still cheating ehh? Who knows?
Huahahha.

----------- UNRATED!
: */

Boys will be the number one as you listed,
and friendship will under left behind.
But, friends will always be there when the boys are gone. Is it fair?
No doubt, that's what friends for.

I am pretending to know nothing,
Hope you take the valid choice (:
A congrate from me doesn't mean something.
As you know, I won't be that happy as before once.
I agreed with you, waiting is just wasting time.
Move on? Why not? But G ?!?
Lamelamelamelame :p
I'm not that shocked anymores, just still a little bit can't belive that fast.
Its start from a joke, so will its end with a joke too?
Joke that you both are really IARS.
So congrates youu darla.
Coops! (*
Don't think too much.
mygielwastrickedbythemagician.
Howcome? MAGIC LOVE!

quote

2009-05-06T23:50:00.000+07:00

Why do bad things happen to good people? Because it helps them to see how to make this world a better place. Because that’s what separates the truly good people from those who only think they are good people. Bad things happen to good people because it is a necessary part of making a good person great.

♥ pictures

2009-04-28T00:02:00.009+07:00

hello, this is Angeline.

I am the owner of this blog.
today, special request.
upload random pictures.

so on, my lil brother, Vincent
*heyhey you come and smile*

she is my Lil sister, Jasmine
what the hell she is doing?
hahha
taller than me huh?
:/*

HIGHLIGHT

what is this?
yups, it The Cambridge Condominium
i was on my way home froum my auntie's
so i take some pic.
but don't worry
the building was not in fire.
this just something-
i don't know why i can get picture like this.

Monica Cuaca with her Dolphin
*sobs*

hello, you can call me Ken (:
Ken belongs to The Cuaca, Kenneth Cuaca maybe
hehehehehe

and many mores,
i am too lazy now..
what time is it?
wow
got to go.
dreamland.
where are you?
(: cheers.

xx, angel

The Sunday Evening.

2009-04-26T15:09:00.002+07:00

Asiknya ngopi sore bareng temen-temen di hari gini, tapi apa? Semuanya diruma ga jelas pada ngapain. Akhirnya MUSUH TERBESAR sudah di lewati, dan skrg hanya menunggu hasil yg bisa bikin para murid menjerit histeris. Di doakan kpd seluruh murid : LULUS !
aminseaminaminnya.

Bener-bener tinggal 3 hari lagi memakai seragam tercinta buat urusan sekolah, yah hitung-hitung, sejak TK sampe sekarang tuh tiep hari ga perna absen pake seragam terkecuali hari libur, pasti semua murid pada belom terbiasa, yg pagi-pagi sibuk bangun, "Bii seragaam ku" eh ntar jadinya " duh jam berapa sih ni, (setelah melihat jam) wahh, baru jam 9 " boro-boro seragam, jadi pajangan sajalah nantinya. Sekolah sekolah dan sekolah, skrg status sekolah uda terhapus, yg tadi nya pelajar skrg ganti deh jadi mahasiswa. sehh!

Sahabat, Renungan

2009-04-23T22:37:00.001+07:00

Apa yang kita alami demi teman kadang-kadang melelahkan
dan menjengkelkan, tetapi itulah yang membuat persahabatan
mempunyai nilai yang indah.

Persahabatan sering menyuguhkan beberapa cobaan, tetapi
persahabatan sejati bisa mengatasi cobaan itu bahkan
bertumbuh bersama karenanya...

Persahabatan tidak terjalin secara otomatis tetapi membutuhkan
proses yang panjang seperti besi menajamkan besi, demikianlah
sahabat menajamkan sahabatnya.
Persahabatan diwarnai dengan berbagai pengalaman suka dan duka, dihibur-disakiti,
diperhatikan- dikecewakan, didengar-diabaikan, dibantu-ditolak,
namun semua ini tidak pernah sengaja dilakukan dengan tujuan kebencian.
Seorang sahabat tidak akan menyembunyikan kesalahan
untuk menghindari perselisihan, justru karena kasihnya
ia memberanikan diri menegur apa adanya.
Sahabat tidak pernah membungkus pukulan dengan ciuman,
tetapi menyatakan apa yang amat menyakitkan dengan
tujuan sahabatnya mau berubah.
Proses dari teman menjadi sahabat membutuhkan usaha
pemeliharaan dari kesetiaan, tetapi bukan pada saat kita
membutuhkan bantuan barulah kita memiliki motivasi
mencari perhatian, pertolongan dan pernyataaan kasih
dari orang lain, tetapi justru ia beriinisiatif memberikan
dan mewujudkan apa yang dibutuhkan oleh sahabatnya.
Kerinduannya adalah menjadi bagian dari kehidupan sahabatnya,
karena tidak ada persahabatan yang diawali dengan sikap egoistis.
Semua orang pasti membutuhkan sahabat sejati, namun
tidak semua orang berhasil mendapatkannya. Banyak pula
orang yang telah menikmati indahnya persahabatan, namun
ada juga yang begitu hancur karena dikhianati sahabatnya.

Beberapa hal seringkali menjadi penghancur persahabatan antara lain :

1. Masalah bisnis UUD (Ujung-Ujungnya Duit)
2. Ketidakterbukaan
3. Kehilangan kepercayaan
4. Perubahan perasaan antar lawan jenis
5. Ketidaksetiaan.
Tetapi penghancur persahabatan ini telah berhasil dipatahkan
oleh sahabat-sahabat yang teruji kesejatian motivasinya.

Renungkan :

**Mempunyai satu sahabat sejati lebih berharga dari
seribu teman yang mementingkan diri sendiri
"Dalam masa kejayaan, teman2 mengenal kita.
Dalam kesengsaraan, kita mengenal teman2 kita."**
Ingatlah kapan terakhir kali anda berada dalam kesulitan.
Siapa yang berada di samping anda ??
Siapa yang mengasihi anda saat anda merasa tidak dicintai??
Siapa yang menjadi tameng untuk urusan rahasia Anda,
diwaktu ada masalah dengan keluarga anda.??
Siapa yang ingin bersama anda pada saat tiada satupun
yang dapat anda berikan ??
Merekalah sahabat2 anda.
Hargai dan peliharalah selalu persahabatan anda dengan mereka.

Marilah kita mengasihi bukan dengan perkataan atau dengan lidah, tetapi dengan perbuatan dan dalam kebenaran.

picas.

2009-04-22T22:43:00.003+07:00

no pics for so long, nahh im lovin it.
(: happy UNUUNNUNUNN. wish me luck babyy.

- babyy im in love.

2009-04-22T01:29:00.002+07:00

...

listening to the song
drinking cup of tea ..

UNUNUNUNUN.

"i shut my eyes down in order to see you"

final exam finally comes by.

2009-04-16T22:55:00.001+07:00

Blogging on the way to midnight, why not ?

Gosh, I have a bad full bally right now, pops tbtb ajak kmi makan pas jam 9 tadi,
Haha, sebuah ketidakbiasaan dan akhirnya ak pun tidak mau nolak krn mendpt tawaran yg menggiurkan.
Ahh,Mr. Chem kmu hari ini baik sekali, ya meski ak ga bisa, tp syukur banyak murid yg bisa.
:) Hari ini tibaan rumaku lg yg mjd the next stopping kami setelah kemaren di tpt Sasa, without a planning from yesterday, we BAKED !
Yups, semi-Muffins Kaget utk hari ini, I will post the pict later ya, its just too fun, akhirnya, syll berpartisipasi juga. Haha,
meski tah bentuk apa yg terjadi, tp yg ptg ada hand-made juga, trus monn skrg jd pande ngocok pake mixer tentunya,jgn neting ya kalian.
Begitu juga sasa,vi&pit masing" punya handmade sendiri.

Wahh, ga terasa akhirnya the Final Day comes juga, bsk kita ngapain yaa?
Hehe, seperti tradisi kita pasti ke sun, tapii eits jangan sala, bsk qta make something different lagii.
Let's see what happen tomorrow ?
(:

Aah, biology scuks.
Ak ga bljr lagi aaah.
:b hahha

Anw, like I said so,
Always save the best for the last.
Can't we live without money?
May I know the real answer?

.. *think*

a day.

2009-04-14T23:54:00.000+07:00

Hari yg panjang buat Selasa nih, yg biasanya plg sekolah jam 3 trus nongkrong di rumahku sampe jam 5, nunggu les mate jadinya hari ini malah terasa kosong banget. Yg tadinya ujian PPKN sama bahasa inggris, eh mlah jadi PPKN doank, bahasa inggris besok ujiannya, padahal belum pernah loh ujian dibatalan gitu. Alhasil aku keluar dr ruang ujian 8 menit kemudian, yah bukan hanya aku mungkin, yg lain juga pada gitu cepat, habis ujiannya ga musingin sih. Setelah ujian tuh, pastinya kita ada ngumpul" dr sarapan bareng, ngumpul dirumaku, sampe ke sun pagi" ga di bolehin masuk tp nekat, haha jadi hari ini tibanya ngumpul tempatku, sarapan bareng habis itu.
Sasa kmrn janji mau ke tptku, stlh sekian lama ga dtg, haha vivi yg jarang ikt jg ngumpul tadi, moncut sama syll selalu hadir, haha trus diikuti ipito lagi meski muka masam, tp semangat makan tetep mantap. Haha.
Gossip sana sini, crita apa pun, dr luar sampe dalam, atas sampe bawah, tumben kali ini sasa nyambung. Uda mulai pande ya sa? Haha dan akhirnya vivi pun bolos les demi bergossip sama kita. Haha, soalnya jarang banget nih bisa ngumpul gituu.
Sampai pada akhirnya babak panco memanco, the strongest ttp deh ipit yg dapet piala. Kalo kali ini nihh, sasa yg jd paling lemah. Kalo ga percaya bole tes tu, jamin ga sampe 3 detik uda KO. Haha. Kalo moncu sih wahh, ------------------ sensor.
Sayangnya syll uda pulang pas ini, jdnya dia ga ikutan deh. Memorycardreaderku masi dilaut, nanti deh kalo uda ada, ak posting foto" lucu ahh. Hahah
Ga sabar jadinyaa. ~.~!

yg terakhir, (:
selalu ada disimpan buat terakhir.
Guys, aku pasti bakal rindu momen" ini.
Nanti, kl uda pada lanjut Kul, smua pasti uda sibuk
Ga bakalan ada waktu buat beginian lagi
Dan aku pun ga mau buang waktuku buat hal yg ga penting yg bisa membuat dosaku bertambah lagi.
Hidup 5M, aku ga nyesel buat apa yg suda aku jalani skrg dlm hal persahabatan.
Aku tau, aku lagi menjalani karma yg perna aku buat dulu.
Maafin aku ya vi. (: aku ga seharusnya mengorbankan kamu demi seorg cowo.
Aku baru merasakan apa yg dulu kamu rasakan, maafin aku ya vi.
Dulu kamu pasti lebih sedih banyak drpd aku yg skrg ini.
):
hidup miss gurita. Haha

Yauda, its time for my lucky eyes.
Goodnight.
(:

Group Chatting

2009-04-12T22:44:00.003+07:00

ahh, besok ujian fisika,
jam segini masi ol chatting sama anak buahku (read: moncu,sg)
haha aneh ya kok hari ini bisa tumben banget group chat, tp asik juga loo.
jarang" bisa gini. hahha

ah fisika? go to hell lah uda.

anw, ga sabar post pict tadi.
ntar deh kl uda dapet card-reader.
hais.

the first day

2009-04-06T20:57:00.002+07:00

wow
ulangan datang jugaa akhirnya, semua semua pada sibuk belajar
kok perasaan nya cuman aku yg santai, ga terasa mau ujian?
besok = matematika, saat ini aku masi duduk di depan pc ga jelas tah ngapain, sampai akhirnya ngeblogging. hajablah besok, oh dewaa elang, pinjem mata dewamu untuk besok donk T__T

besok siap ujian mau kemana yaa?
dumdumm. hahha

i wont regret again this time,
you know you are a fool but you fool yourself again.

quote

2009-04-06T14:09:00.001+07:00

"Courage is the discovery that you may not win,
and trying when you know you can lose" - Tom Krause

hmm

2009-03-26T21:14:00.001+07:00

Hmm.
5 days to go.
!D:

Dear my love,
sasa,vii,syll,pitt,monn,stilli,fenn.

Dari awal kita temenan sampe sekarang,
Secara perseorangan hanya kalian yang benar" perna dekat sama aku dan aku juga uda hapal mati sifat kalian, dari baik sampe buruknya. Jujur, aku juga uda tau.
Pesan ini, ga mungkin bisa aku sampein secara langsung sama kalian, ya karena aku pasti tidak tahan (nangis mksdnya)

Maafin aku ya, aku tau, aku pasti ada salah sama kalian, meskipun kalian ga bilang, aku yakin deh.
Aku yang sering nyuruh ini itu, emosian, kasar ngmgnya, asal asalan, dan seterusnya, maafin aku ya. Tenang aja, setelah tamat ini, kalian ga di suruh ini itu lagi kok. Kalian masing" punya tujuan sendiri, ada yg ke sing, ke sydney, melb, taiwan, dan ya ada yg di medan. Intinya, kita pasti uda pisah, ga bisa ketawa bareng lagi, gosiip yah dan lain sebagainya. Tak perlu lah aku sebutin.
Dan umumnya dalam temenan, ada senengnya pasti juga ada ga senengnya, yah contohnya marahan, kecewa, ga seneng sama si anu, nyebelin dll kadang kita juga ada ngadu satu sama lain, "eh si anu kok gitu ya?", "ahh, benci x aku sama si anu", " eh tau ga, ga nyangka banget loh, si anu bisa gitu" dan banyak lagi. Ya itu uda kita alami di dalam ini, selama bbrp tahun ini, kita temenan pastilah ada hal hal yg begitu. Kita ambil positifnya aja, ya akhirnya kita bisa baekan trus bareng lagi kan?

Pesan pesan:
Kalian kl uda kuliah, uda tamat, uda sukses, jangan lupain aku yg di medan ini ya.
Yaa, kl lupa lupa sikit bole la, tp yg penting birthday ku diingat, trus dikirimin kado. Hehe
Makasih ya uda kasi aku kenangan yg ga mungkin bisa aku lupakan. Kenangan sd, smp, sma, pante bareng, study tour, bikin kue bareng, jalan bareng, cabut bareng, ahh banyak lagi la. Ga mgkin bisa ku bilang disini, sangkin banyaknya. Hehe
Dan yg terakhir,
Masa sma yg kalian kasih ke aku, ga ada yg bisa gantiin deh.

(:
Love you guys so much.
Pelukcium, angel.

*masi ada lagi, ga sanggup nulis lagi. Ngantuk
Hehe

Lastly,
Aku ga tau kamu uda sadar apa belom.
Ya aku harap kamu uda sadar dan uda tau yg sebenarnya.
Sorry utk kata" ku yg kasar banget.
Aku mau kamu sadar, ya kalo kamu uda tau, ya bagus lo tp kalo belom sadar", mau gmn lagi..
==“

tinggal kenangan

2009-03-25T06:57:00.000+07:00

Perna ada rasa sayang
antara kita kini tinggal kenangan
Ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu..

gogogog!

2009-03-18T00:35:00.000+07:00

Setelahku dipikir pikir, terasa bodoh ya.
Kenapa aku begitu kepo. KPC.
yaa, aku cuma pengen ngeluari unek unek yg ada aja sih.
Lama lama kl di plihara unek unek ini,
Gag bae buat kesehatan jugaa.
Bisa bisa kena kanker gw. Haha
Kanker residu.

Masa bodoh ah,
Secara tinggal bbrp hari lagi,
Sayang banget kan kalo ga sama"
Ga ada bunyi jerit" di koridor lagi.
Main lingkaran kecil lagi.
Gosip tak menentu lagi.
Ngantin rame"

Ahh, sedi kl mu di blg semua.
Gag nyangka,
Ms cuma gini, uda pecah kongsi?
Aduh, rapuh banget.
*Apa kata dunia?*

I wonder : kapan ya bisa ngumpul lagi ?

deep heart/

2009-03-17T21:56:00.004+07:00

My truly speaking :

you know who you are..

I don't know what happened with you now
Are you fool? Or what?
I know you are not that fool.
but yup, we can't stop you
Cause in your eyes,
He is your diamond.

Here in my heart,
I don't feel anything
Just like the freezing ice.
~ Let you believe what you want to believe

but one thing you should know is :
i don't get anything from you by doing such a make-me-crazy thing
( said : introduce you to him )
Oops! yeah, i got a goodbye friendship maybe.
Is that something make a benefit for me?
HELL NO.

thank you.
you make me learn something new, no no, not new actually.
i hope you will happy ever after.

PS :
please think, whose under ware are you dead to?
girl, i think you are smart enough to make a contrast,
what is a bullshit, truth, notes, fact, and lies.

thats all.

sucks

2009-03-15T20:41:00.003+07:00

wow.
its March , half of March just pass in few hours.
time gone too fast, 1200 km/ sec maybe.
haha

anw, graduation of the senior high school is really facing us.
wohoo. SCARY.

what will i do if i did my senior high school?
sleep till 12 am everyday, take a bath once in 2 days, watching movies?
i cant even think about them.
life without school?
sucks.

all my bags are packed

i'm just waiting for the bus

midi

2009-02-26T21:22:00.002+07:00

she will always by you side,
until you break her heart down.

ever since i have thrusted you as a gentleman,
but disasters comes by.
thanks for showing an over gentle action.

famlentine

2009-02-15T21:19:00.003+07:00

the day after valentine is gone.
its nothing special, just a year past so fast.

yesterday night was totally fun.
i have my famlentine dinner and some party for our single girls.
its out of my plan, firstly my popa offer us to pass our famlentine at Sushi Tei
but no wonder i bet Sushi Tei must be FULL
and so on my popa gives us an idea, " how about Jimbaran,dear? "
i was just like WEW! and i really meet my DFH there. wohoo!
i don't know why i always meet him in every important occasion.
haha.

then after Jimbaran, Syll cs ask me whether i can pick them up or not.
If i didn't pick them, fenny was like not joining us but finally me with my lil bro pick them without my popamom permission. oops. sorry big man.
my pops, didn't allow me to drive without any license but i was just like *nekat*,
actually my heart beat that fast.

after home, i ask them to play some games.
haha, little game i cheated from TV.
but it was just so fun. ipit cant put the ring into her mouth.
i forgot to take photos, but lets just memorizes them in our brain :)

see you tomorrow guys.
:)

valentine freak

2009-02-12T21:44:00.004+07:00

i will agree with you if you said my blog is so dead.
yeah, I'm too lazy to update it.
my bad ( panas" taek ayem)

everybody everywhere everyone is talking about valentine valentine and valentine
this year i wont spend it with someone i love, i don't make anything related to valentine
its not a desperado condition though :b

little note for the curious boy that i have,
though it might be possible for me to greet you
but there it goes, happy valentine !

this belong to you <3

it doesnt mean anything
its just little silly action,
well just for fun honestly. vpeace.

enough for today.
im sorry fellas, im not ' not in mood '.
but im in my way for changing into a better me,
a better person for my future.
its hard for me, so i dont want to speak up too much.

well, goodnight.
on the way dreamland.
(:

stop!

2009-02-01T00:22:00.002+07:00

for few days,
i loved to have fun with my fellas.
in other side, i wish that time could stop
let us share all the moments together

truely here,
i want to stop the time.

holidays!

2009-01-28T22:13:00.003+07:00

Holidays life is on the run :b
its mean, the time for me to wacth wacth and wacth
i will always love watching
yaa, the best choice is always fall in Princess Hours
LOL. I damn love this drama
i dont know how many times i have watch this drama
hahha. my fella herself answered me :
" HAH??? maaakkk
gell, udah yg k berapa x?
hahahaa "

anw, happy chinese new year !
wish something good will appear from now on.
bad luck is left behind.

for me now,
i will let go who wants to go
i am tired enough to hold on.

ohh lil jane, where are you?

2009-01-16T23:17:00.003+07:00

i lost mine.

every night,
he sleep under me.

every time i need,
he always there.

every time i want to take a moment
he always ready for me.

he always wake me up early in the morning.

sing a song for me,
to make me fall asleep

but now,
where is he?

this is the first night without him
:(

feel so bad.

hope tomorrow will be better.
he will come back as soon as he can.
sing me a better song.
i am waiting..

drafts.

2009-01-11T01:08:00.005+07:00

100109 talking

buat sasa ! ♥ :

to sasa : saa, still long way to go nya uda bole ganti jadi steps to the future.
a better girl to be. =)

buat stilli & ipit ♥ :

hey girls, you both looks diffrent now. ipit cupu!

yg terakhir buat ak sendiri donk, wekk :b :

Last year old & new holidays !
a year pass that fast. ooh!

to do things.

2009-01-06T22:49:00.002+07:00

its Two OH OH Nine !
OHH,welcome world..

well, this is the 18th year for me to stay alive in this world
i have so many to-do things for this year,
• Boogie Woogie, class party
• CNY ( red pockets are on the way)
• exam for the last before UAS
• Valentine Day ( choco love day)
• ... the day after valentine , wow a year pass that fast ..
• My last class for 15 years schooling
• UAN will be held in 20 April of this year
• Prom Night ( i wish to)
• USU law for my future (ps: i wish to pass the SNMPTN tok tok tok, knock on the wood)
• BALI ! we are coming. :D
• many mores..
and this is the most
haha, im getting older is the main fact :(

anw, my eyes are screaming.
.GOODNIGHT!.

adios. cheers

2008-12-29T22:36:00.002+07:00

but only one will survive
experience

Jerry Fever addiction!

2008-12-23T22:15:00.003+07:00

23 December 2008, still 8 days to go.
hmm, 2009? what do you have for me ?
hha, i hope not a bad news though.

hey, i just wanna share something,
christmas is coming in two more days.
well, i am happy,
actually i used to spend with my friends,
we have plans alrd, but unfortunately it broke.
i can't join them, i don't know about their plans.
they will spend it together maybe.
i cant join them for some reason.
but the main reason is i have my family holiday plans.
my super-popa one!

hey guys, do you watch taiwan drama serial?
HOT SHOT i mean?
i fall in love for the second time.
ohh no! HE IS .... (i am spechless)

check out this :

he took my heart away. ♪ ♪

well, enough i think.
;)

HAPPY HOLIDAY !

♥♥♥♥♥♥ JERRY YAN!
A ♥ 12. hihi
:b

a promise

2008-12-21T15:56:00.004+07:00

It's wonderful that you are concerned about the health
and well-being of other people in your life,
but isn't it about time that you focused more on your own health and your own needs?
There is only so much you can do to help other people,
and right now you need to start doing things for yourself.
Let others take care of themselves.
It's not selfish, it's smart.
What are you most unhappy about right now?
Take tiny steps toward healing yourself and putting yourself first.

This is what i read today. is it true?
Was it mean i care too much?

just for my lil girl,
i thought that you will make me upset,
but i was totaly wrong
you afford more than i expect.

♥ love you dear,
always.

weekend ♥

2008-12-20T12:32:00.002+07:00

akhirnya weekend datang juga,
tak terasa ujian tinggal 2 macam lagi,
tpi kemarin juga uda terasa ujian yg terakhir.
:)

ahh weekend yg membosankan,
ehh tidak!. haha mksdnya belom
pagi ini rencananya mau pegi swimswim sama girls ku,
cuman tah knp ga jadi. ga ada kabar gitu.
jadilah ak tidur 12 jam (lagi), rupanya rencana membosankan itu pun berubah lantaran tanteku datang ngajak swimswim jem 3 ntar di de palace. yuhuii! ya emg si ak ga iktan renang, tp setidaknya hilang kebosananku itu. malemnya ak berencana ke sun ber join midnight sale ala sogo.
si stilli sama monaa ikt gaa ya? huee. =="

is about someone i desire. haha

2008-12-16T21:37:00.007+07:00

jioaehgarioghiohjfpsdoaidkagh!@#$%!

its something about someone.

desire ♥
PS: yeah. i am about wanting someone to come by.
:ohh

well, we have some serious conversation today,
and you know, i agree with you, i am a canny.
you might be right babe. i am. you know me well.
thanks :)

Renovation !

2008-12-16T21:37:00.001+07:00

Chuck ♥

2008-12-13T10:55:00.002+07:00

hatchhi !
well, i am not in a good condition right now,
superf*ckin- flu is killing me nowdays. sigh.
no idea wth is working in me. sucks.
few days more, i might be facing these exam ohh shit.
terrible. isn't it? or should i say its fun? huh though
and the deadline of my assignment is facing me soon.
weird, i am simply *santai* now.
hahha.

anw, don't you guys watch gossip girl 2G, the final season?
well, if you do what do you think about Chuck ?
Why he left Blair after that night? hmm.
i am in a bit curious about the next stories, haha.
i believe every one does.
:)

twilight

2008-12-07T21:19:00.003+07:00

finally i must say these words :
EDWARD CULLEN IS GORGEOUS
and so on, he is the most romantic guy in the world
i belive every girl in this world want him
his is perfect, the way he look at Isabella Swan,
the way he take care of his girl.
ohh god! i cant stand it!
every girl want to be Bella
haha, am i right?

i decided to collect Stephenie Meyer books
ohh my, i cant wait for the second series
new moon, eclips,breaking dawn,midnight sun,
hahha
everygirl is ADDICTED surely.

cullen freak!

2008-12-05T22:06:00.003+07:00

HEIA~

i am back with my posting, tomorrow, in the morning i will have little sport with my girls, DANTOB i am coming! hhaha, swimming actually :) then go to sun to have twilight tickets. Lotsa us will watch that movie together, one of my girl (read : little IPIT) is a twilight freak i think, everyday talk about "her" cullen, well i dont know who is he actually, hhaha.

first weekend of December

2008-12-04T23:03:00.002+07:00

first weekend of december is facing us now,
am i happy tonight? YES! i am.
i don't know why, i enjoy my dinner to night so much,
even im on the super D program huhh,
but no matter. i am happy beautifully.

night
=)

anw, i find something nice today
finally, i have a place to share its.

Welcome December !

2008-12-01T21:28:00.006+07:00

What a day, i don't really understand about what is going on a whole day of yesterday. Lets say, firstly i met my second ex in our reunion, then its not a big problem i guess. After the reunion i went to sun with lots of my fellas yeah, finally that day come, which is yesterday we hang out again for 3 months off. I dont think i need to mention it now, its not a big cause, its just little kinda of lazism. Then walk walk walk, i met someone in my past, that i ever fall in love with DUG my heart shout, i know that today(read: yesterday) he will come with his girl in order to celebrate his birthday maybe, i dont sure though but see the truth he is coming with his girl :) i am happy to see you, but extremely you have made my heart shout. haha, its kidding dude :b happy birthday anyway. Then we pass sumatera jewellery if i didn't wrong i met that 3 days guy again since long time i never saw him before haha yeah, we ever had a 3 days relation honestly, what relation? hmm, its over lets talk about the other hahha then guess what?? i met my first ex HAHAHA that i never ever met before in public since the over day, yeah you were right he was with his girl, his new girl exactly :) again my heart shout out load this time the pressure was more deep. haha how come my heart didn't shout out load, he is a guy that i ever fall in love DEEPLY, he is my first and you know i never met him before since that day and the extra shocking heart is he was with his girl. see what a day of 30 november 2009? =.="
tiring heart ask the owner : what the hell is going on dear? seems like today is a valentine? meeting those guy who ever touch me ? haha
then the owner answer : just relax the beat that i made dear, enjoy it :)

so on, let the past be the history
its just the past of you..

At last i have sushi as my dinner with my besties.
HURRAY! YUMMY!
Angel & Stella made a new menu :
Mini Dragon roll, well enjoy it :)

WELCOME DECEMBER cs!
Exam, Mother Day, Christmas, Mr Santa, New Year Eve welcome !
well, we have some plans to pass our Christmas Eve this year TOGETHER.
=)

little did i hear

2008-11-27T22:32:00.001+07:00

i believe

When I'm feeling old when it's rain outside
I don't know who is holding me
And when I need a little kind and tender moment
Who's whit me

I believe someday i will love
Someone who's by my side
Oh someday my special one will come alone
I'll keep on praying

When I'm lost inside when I'm down and out
I don't know who I should recall
And when i needed someone precious
Just by my side
No one there

zippiejo!

2008-11-21T22:41:00.003+07:00

HEYYA!

model baru terkini :

peace ! <3

2008-11-18T22:36:00.001+07:00

drop something nice today .

vj's one

2008-11-16T21:20:00.003+07:00

lets can i say, i am happy to these two days, having movies by myself its a not bad past time, i guess :) my sassy girl I&II did make me cry , GG2e, 21, mamma mia did make me so amaze. i am happy surely HAHA

seriously, im about bit lazy to post this blog for few days. so, yaa.. haha :D

gudnight.

nothing special. sampah!

2008-11-13T21:13:00.002+07:00

- lagi mencoba*ing -

monitor baruu ak.
ahhha, puasnnya terasa niyy.
ehhe,

halo ngel, gmn kbarnya?
baek loo. km gimn?
ahh basi. tah apa ajaa.

hehhe. maklum lg mumett. tah mau tulis apa gituu.
ohh yaa, tadi ak ber-GO its mean ak bercuci mata sebentar.
hahha, enaknya tp syg sekali si itu nya cuman maso 2 les, les dgn guru yg membosankan sangat, ekonomi tah apa laa, hahha.

so so, nothing special today.

PS : i dont like you you-know-who, *nguntit* me. (CATAT!)

GOODNIGHT!
<3>

... !O

2008-11-11T21:38:00.006+07:00

♥ magic spell ♥

2008-11-10T21:26:00.003+07:00

well,
im not in a good health today
i miss you,my dreammy boy -
badly :(

i hope to meet you soon in this world,
i dont even know where you come from
or maybe you are not born into this world?
ohhmyy~

what is this?

goodnight.

real

2008-11-09T00:01:00.004+07:00

t h a n k s G O D,
today you show me :
the reality of the real life
cruel is it?

well, goodnight .
hope to see you soon,
=) good luck.

dreaming of being with someone i dont know :♥

2008-11-07T23:31:00.003+07:00

la li laa ♪

i had a very-extra-superduper-fantastic ♥ DREAM ♥ last night
even the duration was only 5 minute more,
but i feel like IT WAS SO REAL ! ohhmy, yummyyummyyeey!
ok back to the real life,
i have *nasgor kampung keleng* as my dinner tonight feat lolocacacucu.
sangat di sayangkan gaga tak jadi ikut :((

anw, my fellas was so so so sweet to dayy, lets see what they have done :

how sweet they are, thanks dearies ! :))

im sorrie for tonight,
im not really in mood,
my stomach : FULLED!
thanks for reading.
goodnight, adios!

ps: i hope to meet that i-dont-know guy tonight :)

few reasons

2008-11-04T23:16:00.002+07:00

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13. The way they smile
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'
18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!
23. The way they say 'I miss you'
24. The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore

Mr. Sleep ?

2008-11-03T21:08:00.003+07:00

i dont know what to say
i dont know what to do
but i know what i need NOW
it's you, my dear MR.SLEEP !
ohh yeah, i need to sleep now.

today, i wear my uniform for 14 hours
`ohhmyy !. let me e..
i am so exhausted !

well,
GOOD NIGHT,
i want to play with my MR.SLEEP!
adios. ;p

2008-11-02T21:13:00.013+07:00

tralalala ♪

mari bercerita soal asiknya hari ku ini, hari ini tuh, janjinya si ngumpul" bareng darls ku diruma, skln mu pesen tiked bali, tpi berhubung ntah kenapa, pada ga jadi datang ya ga jadi pesen tiket deeh. HIKS. tp gag apa la, yg dtg cuma nienie ku tersayang. haha berencana ke sun krn sangking bosennya, ehh tbtb monmon ku telv, ngajak klwr sama hubbienya ke Omlandia, yaa pigi deh akhirnyaa. di jemput kami bduaa, jdnya berempat laa kmi. sekitar 1 jem an baru nyampe, cem mau tah kmn aja, luama bener. maklum baru pertama x nii. haha trs wahh, gila tptnya cem ruma belanda gitu. bagusss, meski ada bbrp binatang yg sgt ak benci berkeliaran, tp ga apa deh.hehehe. trs trs duarr! :

alHASIL

++++++++++++++++++++

hehe

trs trs stlh itu muncul ide cemerlang, sambung o'fla yukk ! hahha then ;

slrupp ! hihi gnyumnyumm !
hiiohihi

picas as usual :)

well, last but not least :

cukup sudaa,
eitts, special editon for you ca, tonight ;)

hehe, goodnight dear,
sleep well.
moaks !

Ninth Avenue

y o u

Blurry Blue

boo!

It's YOURS, young lady

Frosty

so blue

d e c

some drops

Humanity

✿ take me away ✿

OH ITS Sunday

nine ♡

21

(:

YOU, my dear.

Jupiter turn Saturn

..

the seventeenth

ospek

the journey of an universe

.

my half way path ♥

another new love story

the moon

a thanked.

Maple

Eiffel , i am in love !

a date ♥

dudungg.

♡ ♡

a sudden miss♥

w o r k (:

time flies so fast

MENUNGGU PAGI♥

ITS FRIDAY NIGHT 170709

destiny to be yours forever

him

09,14JUNE + 03,07JULY = HATE YOU.

ANGEL's

the midnight fear

love ain"t enough

could you?

the road i should choose

E F F O R T

IMYSM !

for someone out there, utk seseorg diluar sana..

b a c k

blogging siang.

Sharing some minds of mine *.*

quote

♥ pictures

The Sunday Evening.

Sahabat, Renungan

picas.

- babyy im in love.

final exam finally comes by.

a day.

Group Chatting

the first day

quote

hmm

tinggal kenangan

gogogog!

deep heart/

sucks

midi

famlentine

valentine freak

stop!

holidays!

ohh lil jane, where are you?

drafts.

to do things.

Jerry Fever addiction!

a promise

weekend ♥

is about someone i desire. haha

Renovation !

Chuck ♥

Sharing some minds of mine .